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But if your heart's not in it, for real.
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel.
If love's already gone,
Its not fair to lead me on.
Cause, i would give the whole world, for you.
Anything you'd ask of me, i'll do.
But i wont ask you to say,
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.
BLANK BLANK BLANK.
i'm leaving this blog to rot,
until further inspiration. heh
:D
RAIN RAIN RAIN!
today marks such a special day. :D
i played alittle part of the match on the pitch.
my very first match. :)))
i played righthalf.
and i ate indian food wid ping after that.
we ate until like super full!
and we bargained wif the indian boss,
he gave us ten percent discount. woohs!
i'm so full, and so tired.
ps. aj won 6-1! :DDD
people come in and out of your life,
at the end of the day,
who really stays?
caught finaldestinationthree,
and it made me think back on how we stumbled upon finaldestinationtwo being aired on hbo.
that day, the place, the things we did.
and our very own porkchop and mashpotato.
tell me, who really stays in one's life?
back to finaldestinationthree,
i got really freaked out cos its so bloody!
luckily i was in the comfort of such an endeared one. :D
i'm seriously broke,
i've such a lousy wallet that makes me drop money on the floor.
and i so broke that i dont have any money, either in my wallet or at home.
seeds to grow money trees anyone?
i'm seriously gonna love aj!
my darlings awmingming and ongxiang and so many cedarians are posted to aj!
:DDD aj will be dominated by cedarians man.
i would very much want to be yours too.
you're such a pretty disaster;
prettiest, and its ever so hard to resist you.
my heart says one, my mind says another.
i've been signing in and out of blogger for a couple of times alr,
and after much procrastination i've decided to blog a new entry.
i aint in a very good mood you see.
i'm feeling rather !@#$%^&*(*^$@$%^&()&$.
and i wish someone's just right here to give me a hug.
most prob i'm getting numberthree for my jersey!
and i've no school tomorrow,
how great is that!
i'm so fugly,
i hate to look at myself in the mirror each morning.
BLEAH!
i crashed sr on tuesday!
and i spent the entire day talking and laughing and gossiping wif my everdearest ongxiang sister. :D
not to forget, my pretty girlfriend awwenxinovia whom i havent seen for ages!
and that very day, i laid my eyes on such a babe thats simply so hard to resist.
i felt like turning back, i dont want to take this straight path anymore.
to say, how much i miss you.
posting results are out tomorrow,
if i dont get into aj,
i've no school to go!
apparently, i only submitted one choice you see.
i wish someone would tell me what to do.
Rachel / Rae
24th nov 1989
raeraerae_@hotmail.com
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